The morning I spent at G doing slightly useful things. I mean, at least it felt like preparing. Getting all those personal details out of the way so I could really Work. But all that seemed to happen were those fun little “personal details” that make me laugh. Then I took the bus to C and sat at the caffe bar for a long time with friends. A truly fun time, even if I feel so funny in a group. Kept wanting to retreat into my greenly sweatshirted hood. But it was so nice that we all migrated to a restaurant to eat and talk some more. I feel like I lapped up the grins and laughs and talking that happened there too; just felt like I couldn’t get enough of it! What a very lonely feeling. Usually I can be content with material to work with and my thoughts to understand, but today all I wanted to do was to experience.

But then this stupid class got in the way. Stupid, stupid class. I semi-ignored it until an hour beforehand when I decided a hot chocolate would help me study. Soooo, I went in to the hamish haunt to find some hot choc and then there was a friend, studying just like I was (going to)! This called for a study group! But we ended up not talking about our classes. Well, no matter, it is more important to be talking about more meaningful things. But I still understood more about things and I felt more rested after having talked.

A half hour left until class. Brave as I was, I left the restaurant and--lo and behold!--I saw a friend thru a window! So I opened the door. Got hugs from everyone. See you later. Yeah, I’m stuck here tonight for classes. Yeah. See you later. *sigh* I actually began to walk to class. Got halfway there and remembered two errands that wouldn’t wait, one of them being my ride home. They were important!!! So I turned back. My errands done, I resolutely set my face towards my classroom when all of a sudden I was confronted with a smile and a wave of another friend! It is only polite to say hi. Yeah, I know I’ll be late for class, but I don’t really want to be there anyway *whinewhinewhine*. Two seconds later I was headed towards class with a guide so I wouldn’t get lost. But again, interesting conversation. I hope it wasn't just me who is sapping companionship from these people because it would not be very nice of me.

I don’t think I’ve ever wanted so badly not to be in a class. When I got into class (just a teensy bit late) I was able to hit it with full force since they were playing with logic and our teacher needs to know more about fallacies.

But, good heavens! doesnt anybody die from that kind of situation? I didn’t get any work done but I don’t feel guilty at all even if I am quite sure the consequences will be Grave tomorrow. I just feel clingy, now. I hope I didn’t seem totally off my rocker. I kind of felt that way tho: ) I didn't mean to bore anybody! I really did enjoy our conversations!

*mumbles and blushes a little*